Saturday, July 26, 2008

Slut Confession #365 (Finally, A Trained Slut)

Master,

i am so thankful to be able to write this confession, because it denotes that i tried to be obedient to Your Cock for a full year's worth of time now. because i was such a difficult slut to train, it has taken me more than two years to write this many confessions. knowing this makes me exceptionally thankful for Your patience.

i know that 365 is a special number, but i am for once at loss for words. i just do not know how to express my gratitude, because it overwhelms me so.

as each day passes, i grow to love Your Cock more and more. i grow to understand how much You have helped me through all the patient training You have provided for me.

yesterday, i recollected memories of many of my past slut confessions about the cherished days that You used me. perhaps now i should muse about future days. i do hope that i will be allowed to serve You for a long time to come.

You always say that i will have a good life, and every time You say that, i hope for a good life as Your owned pet forever. no matter how i imagine my life, i always want to keep my service to You in my fantasies. sometimes, i imagine how my life would be if i were a celebrity or a successful novelist. and no matter where i think of myself living or doing, i always see myself as Your owned pet. no matter what else i can or cannot do, You have shown me that my dreams can come true.

  • i hope that the day will come when missyslut has big slut tits for Your pleasure.
  • i hope that the day will come when i do so well in law school that You can be proud of me.
  • i hope that someday i can become a successful lawyer and buy a comfortable slut house for all of us to live in.
  • i hope that one day i can please You with my anal fuckhole without being disobedient.
  • i hope that one day i can cook perfect poached eggs for You.
  • i hope that one day missyslut and i will find a baby sister slut for us to train.
  • i hope that You will soon not feel stress and other negative feelings because.


oh Master, there are so many ways that i wish to please You. i hope that the next three hundred sixty five days of my servitude to Your Cock will be much more pleasing for You.

i pray to Your Cock that i remain Your owned pet. i pray that You too hope for pleasant days with me. i pray that You always enjoy all the confessions that i have written.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Friday, July 25, 2008

Slut Confession #364 (In Rememberance)

Master,

i am so close to my 365th confession that i am almost frightened. i am so honored that You have enjoyed training me for so long.

i hope that Your day went well. i thought of You very often, because i know that yesterday was such an important day for You. it is interesting that tomorrow, the day of my 365th confession, is a very important day for me. i think i should focus on all the important days in my servitude to You:

  • i thank You for the first day that You used me as i had always wanted to be used. i was so happy when You collared me and leashed me with a white rope. i remember wondering why more men could not be like You. i did not know what to expect in my training, and i was so happily surprised when You used me like a true slut.
  • i thank You for the day that You took me back, because You could see how badly i needed to be owned.
  • i thank You for the day that You found my sister slut, because she is so obedient to Cock and it makes You happy.
  • i thank You for the day You came to visit my family, because it has been meaningful to them. knowing that You own me makes them proud of me.
  • i thank You for the day You decided that i should work hard to become a slut lawyer. thank You for taking total ownership of my life.
  • i thank You for the day You first trained me to worship Your Cock. i thank You for explaining that i need to worship Your Cock every night, because that is the purpose of my slut being.
  • i thank You for the day You taught me how to play catch. i love growing up to become a more capable slut for You.
  • i thank You for each day You have forgiven my delinquencies and tantrums. i hope i never take Your magnanimity for granted.
  • i thank You for each and every day You have owned me, used me and trained me to serve Your Cock.

Master, i pray to Your Cock to write You more confessions if that makes You happy. i pray to always remember how thankful i should be to be owned completely. i pray that You feel relaxed after Your important day. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Slut Confession #363 (Dominant Father Figure)

Master,

i miss You so much now that i know You are away out of town. of course, i am hoping that You are enjoying Your time fishing with the sunglasses that missyslut and i picked out for You. we both thought You looked very handsome. Master, i wish You the best of luck with Your work this week. i am so thankful that You have required me to go to law school now, because the economy is so terrible. i feel safe by avoiding the job market in school now. i am also so thankful that You made me run two days in a row. i am still feeling sore from the work out, but i can also see that i am in better shape for You. i love being an athletic slut for You.

Master, if You would like, i can spend time with my sister sluts this weekend, and we can discuss ways to best please Your Cock. i had so much fun playing with my sister slut on the bed on saturday. i pretended to be You and would try to hold her down and tell her about being owned. of course, my sister knows i am a docile submissive slut, so it was very funny for her to see me pretend to be dominant.

i liked frolicking with my sister slut so much so that we became noisy with our giggling. Master, i became extremely wet when You came into the room and told us to be quiet. i liked when You sat down on Your couch and watched us play on the bed and asked why we had been so noisy. i felt that You were a father figure and that You were raising me in a slut family with a real biological slut sister. i am so thankful that You are so fatherly to me sometimes.

Sir, my mind has returned to Your Cock with complete devotion since last weekend. i have not been able to give any thought to anything besides the ways You have trained me to serve Your Cock when i fuck my cunt. i am not able to cum hard when i think about my stories or other depraved fantasies that my mind naturally concocts. every time i fantasize, my mind returns to Your Cock. i used to think of all sorts of ideas about an owner with multiple pet sluts. i am now unable to think of my imaginary owner anymore. all i see in my mind is You, your Cock, Your balls and Your asshole. i am so happy that my depraved nature has become Your property. that is what my slut mind was always meant for.

Master, i pray to Your Cock that You always wish to own me. i pray that You enjoy Your trip. i pray that i will remain happy for You. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Slut Confession #362 (Support From My Sisters)

Master,

thank You so much for all Your reassurance today. i was so happy from the messages from secret slut. she is such a supportive slut. i am so happy that she admires my pure obedience to Your Cock. if i can teach her anything, i will of course train her to serve Your Cock to the best of her abilities. it was foolish of me to fret over the attention that You show my sister sluts. i wish i were not such an insecure slut.

it will be wonderful when i grow up to become a well-rounded slut for Your Cock. i will wear preppy lawyer dresses that You pick out for me and fake eye lashes and slut make-up. i will make eggs and bake for You before i go to work and behave like a successful slut if that is what You should want. i am looking forward to becoming this kind of an owned pet.

Master, i sometimes think about the double leash we saw at the fetish event over the weekend. i would love to be leashed alongside a sister slut while forced to drink from pet bowls while in slut position two. it is wonderful to be exposed to You in slut position two, because there is an element of uncertainty that comes from not being able to see where You are and what You will do. not knowing if You will strike me or thrust Your Cock inside my cunt keeps me extremely wet for You. it is such an honor to feel completely helpless before You and under Your control.

Master, i think about how handsome You looked on the picture on Your dresser. i feel so lucky to be owned by someone that i am very attracted to. i think You look youthful and lean. i think You are wonderful.

Master, i pray to Your Cock to become a more patient slut. i pray to always be special to You. i pray that You are happy. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Slut Confession #361 (Learning from Sluts)

Master,

thank You so much for taking me out to run first thing in the morning on sunday. i felt so thankful, because You treated me as Your special running slut. i am very excited to continue to support You this way. i think that regular exercise will bring You happiness that sluts cannot give You. i hope that i can learn to run races for You. i am extremely thankful that You have shown me that i can run two miles. i was certain that i would become short of breath before reaching even half a mile. i am so happy to know that i have the physical capacity to endure longer runs. once again, You have pushed me to achieve more than i thought possible. i am so thankful to belong to You.

Master, i am eager to learn how to apply slut eye make-up from secret slut. i tend to look like an innocent and demure slut, but i would love to look like a completely exhibitionistic slut for You in private. secret slut is learning to be another nice sister for me even though she is not a completely owned sister slut.

Master, i must work very hard on learning more skills from my sister sluts. i felt so sad when You said that i was not absorbing skills from my missyslut. i try hard to learn how to cook properly and to acquire some domestic skills. in some ways, i feel special that i am held to a higher standard than any of my sisters.

however, i feel so dejected when You give them so much attention and praise for doing less. by the end of summer last year, You were so frustrated with my inability to provide a slut and my inability to present my anal fuckhole, that You released me without notice. i was so sad and i wrote to You for days with no response.

i am sad, because missyslut has also failed to provide You with any slut and has failed to present her anal fuckhole properly although she would like to. she has also not enslaved more bitch boys than i have. thus, despite her greater sociability, she has not been more obedient than i was. but You are so proud of her to the point that You are disappointed that i do not emulate her well.

i was also jealous when you shared that secret slut was allowed to suck Your Cock, because she wrote a nice email when You told me that You were busy. i was jealous because i write You an email every day, and i was passed over for someone that wrote You an email once. i become sad, because it seems that You have greater respect and perhaps even greater fondness for my sister sluts. You do not get irate with Your other sluts the way You get irate with me.

i would have been so sad yesterday if not for the way You forced me to my knees and kept Your Cock rested on my face. i felt deliriously fortunate to feel completely owned by Your Cock. it kept me together through my day yesterday.

Master, i pray to Your Cock to be less moody. i pray not to become disobedient. i pray that i learn well from my sister sluts. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Monday, July 21, 2008

Slut Confession #360 (The Slut's Full Circle)

Master,

i think that since this is my three hundred and sixtieth confession, i think that i should reflect on how lucky i am that my life revolves around Your Cock. soon there will be three hundred and sixty five confessions, which represents a completed revolution that the earth makes around the sun. i like to reminisce about the first time that You explained that my life must revolve around Your Cock. it is wonderful that i can celebrate this event in a way by noting the significance of this special numbered confession.

thank You so much for training me this weekend. i am so happy that You were pleased with how i ran today. i could not have run at all without You. You are the reason i was able to endure the exhaustion. You are the reason i can concentrate and move towards becoming a responsible and self-sufficient adult slut.

Master, thank You so much for allowing me to lovingly eat Your asshole while You fucked missyslut's cunt fuckhole. i felt so lucky when You would pull back inside her cunt and stick Your ass closer to my face so that i could thrust my slut tongue as far deep inside as possible. i loved being able to hold Your balls and lick Your asshole while You fucked missyslut's cunt fuckhole hard. i have deeply loved licking Your asshole since You first trained me to serve You that way, but i think my cunt becomes especially wet, because i know that You can now feel Your Cock massaged by my sister slut's cunt fuckhole. i know that this is the kind of attention that Your Cock, balls and asshole have always deserved. i feel euphoric every time that i thought about serving Your asshole for so long yesterday.

i am so happy that she understands how much she should love Your Cock. it is wonderful for me to know that missyslut came harder than she has ever cum for Your Cock on saturday. i think that cumming hard for Your Cock makes missyslut also wish to revolve completely around Your Cock. i know that this is what will make her happy in her slut life as well.

Master, thank You so much for all the other activities You arranged for us this weekend. i was so happy to try new foods that You chose at dim sum. i was happy that You made all the decisions about what should be inside my slut tummy. thank You for allowing us to pick sun glasses for You. i think You look most handsome in the pair You purchased.

thank You for taking missyslut and me to see the dark knight. movies like that provide fodder for all sorts of depraved fantasies that i might have. when i was a child, i always assumed that the joker used and beat harley quinn nightly. of course, she wanted nothing more than to be the joker's devoted fuckoy. i also like to imagine that bruce wayne likes to keep sluts chained inside a private dungeon in his vast estate.

i am so happy to learn more skills in the kitchen as part of becoming a responsible slut. thank You for always reassuring me while also pushing me to become a better slut. You are such a wonderful Master, because You push me to improve where i must improve, yet You praise me for being what i am. i know that what i am is very difficult to understand and appreciate. i am so thankful for the way You feel towards me.

Master, i pray to Your Cock to become a better slut for You. i pray to revolve around Your Cock for so much longer. i pray that You feel some joy in being the center of my universe. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Slut Confession #359 (On Public Display)

Master,

thank You for allowing me the opportunity to write You the slut confession i owe You. Sir, i hope that Your mood has improved today. i was so excited to serve You today, and as a result i had a rather productive day. i was able to exercise my slut body and maintain my long hair for You. i was so flattered that You noticed my haircut as soon as You looked at me when You came to pick me up. i always strive to please You with my slut appearance. i was happy to see that missyslut has kept up her appearance as well. i think she looked like a true slut today with platinum blonde hair, high platform heels and a mini skirt.

i regret that the slut display event was not exciting for You. of course, i should be most concerned about my fussiness about wearing Your collar in public. Master, i understood that i might be required to behave as an owned slut in public when You told us that You would escort us through the club. it was terribly ungrateful of me to complain so much about being allowed to wear the collar in public. i had to work so hard to earn Your collar, and i know that my sister slut would like nothing more than to be an officially collared pet for You.

i was so afraid that someone i knew would see me, and that they would spread rumors to people that did not understand how wonderful it is to be an owned pet to You. when the photographer who took the pictures from slut confession four saw me, i became intensely fearful that someone else from the outside i knew would see me. i was afraid to introduce You, because i did not know if You would want to be publicly associated with me as "Master."

after the photographer saw me, i was so nervous that i grew anxious and spacey. i am already fearful of large shopping spaces and crowds, but i nearly had an anxiety attack after being seeing by someone that knew me. i really do feel very sad about my behavior. i know that the proper way to behave should have included unquestioning obedience, sharpness and proper manners in public. i hate being such an anxious slut.

Master, thank You so much for Your compliments on my appearance today. i love to be a pretty slut for You. i was happy that the slut that was assisting host sammy said that i was dainty and pretty. i was also a little flattered from the compliments the photographer gave me, because i like to know that others enjoy viewing my slut body, which is Your property. i will strive to look attractive for You by learning about what will enhance my appearance. i know very little about make up and fashion.

thank You for taking us out to eat with You. thank You for bringing us home and telling me to kiss Your colleague. i was nervous at first, but so thankful that You required me to kiss him before You allowed us to rest with You in Your bed. thank You very much for allowing me to suck Your Cock even though You were tired. Master, i hope You are well rested now. i know You had a grueling week, and i hope that missyslut and i can work together to please You and relax You with our obedience.

i pray to Your Cock to help You relax. i pray to become a better slut in public. i pray that You enjoy our fuckholes well this weekend. Amen.

thank You,
kittyslut in training